Monday, April 11, 2005

my spiritual walk...

i've been quite dissatisfied with my spiritual life recently...

it's been a long time since i last feel the presence of God in my own personal quiet time. the other time was during overnight prayer meeting. granted, that was superb. but, that was together when a lot of other fervent believers were around as well. so the anointing and the presence of God is there. at home, i feel that i am just singing and praying to the wall...

i feel better praying in chinese actually, as i find i tend to use a lot of religious jargon when praying in english and i know God is not impressed with all these 'vain repetitions'... today, i started praying in chinese, and i actually felt better than normally when i pray in english... if this is what God intends for me, is good also.. maybe He is calling me to be a chinese missionary next time.

time to dust off that chinese bible of mine.

my cg is planning a chalet in june... i am not keen about it at all ... for those who know me.. i am not a very chalet kind of person... anyway... i am probably going to have a day job so will probably not be able to go

unless it's combined together with the other cell groups E243, E356 et al... then i want :) it's just that sense of camaraderie, all the Bro Adrian's cell groups together... like it's been said before, W161 can sure take a leaf from these cell groups in terms of growth and etc.. so.. yup

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

想不到你也比较习惯用华语跟上帝祈祷。

matthew said...

haha.. are you too?

Anonymous said...

Occasionally.