Wednesday, November 29, 2006

exams

1st paper (ME2143) today...well it wasn't unreasonably difficult, but
my gripe was NO TIME NO TIME NO TIME and very tricky!! aarrrggghh

but anyway it's over and done with. now full swing on ME2113. i'm
gunning at no less than an a- for this.

Oh... i coined my new quote today...

'Going to exams is like going to the guillotine. Only difference is i
don't know if i'm the executioner or executee'

Yeah. gramatically wrong i guess. the correct term should be
'victim'. but anyway, i like the way it sounds, so it shall stick. haha.

By the way, in case any of you there wonder what a guillotine is,
this <a href="http://www.metaphor.dk/guillotine/">webpage</a> is a
good primer.. Besides its morbid purpose (which has no place in
modern society), it's a pretty interesting piece of engineering if
you ask me...

Till now, I also dunno if i was the executioner or executee for
ME2143...

Sunday, November 26, 2006

SEP

alrighty some of you peeps would have known by now that i was
rejected from SEP previously, my CAP score probably doesnt cut it
that's why. but whatever crap, anyway, i reapplied when it opened and
to my chagrin, University of Auckland was still available! Monash was
available too, maybe I can go pay Sam a visit, hahaha.See how it goes
again...

BTW, i am pretty sure my CAP will increase this sem but by how much?
I cannot even afford to have it stay where it is, much less drop. But
i know it will increase. Hence my blog title. Amen.

Can't decide whether to go to Wesley MC or Grace AOG tomorrow.

Ok, one sem's worth of procrastination on sensors and actuators is
really getting to me now. Got to get cracking. out

Friday, November 24, 2006

4 days before the exams and some thoughts to chew on...

I'm here to talk about life. Life in general.

At 22, and an undergraduate, I know full well the fact of life that at the end of the day, every year our universites do nothing more than churn out degree holders. As lamented in my previous post, they are labelled according to 'pedigree' like 1st class, 2-1, 2-2, 3rd class or Pass (in decreasing order of quality, sadly!) And with it, the recent writer to the forum that employers prefer PRs to Singaporeans as Singapore males have ICT (oh how i thank my lucky stars that i'm a clerk, thus spared ICT (probably) and IPPT) and i guess probably Singapore females have their maternity leave (read of many companies terminating female employees before they go on maternity leave, etc etc...)

And who are the leaders of tomorrow? These ppl are the top-notch scholars. They get packed off to overseas universities, and when they come back, they have their ROA (route of advancement) all planned out for them. A returned SAFOS scholar begins his career at the rank of CPT. What does he know about the way things are on the ground? Some years ago, a former Police Commissioner began his career as a Police Constable - a situation which will never be repeated nowadays. Now, as a retired senior police officer told me 'a father mother scholar (FMS) can never become the Commissioner of Police' sad but true!

The national policy is 'meritocracy' but the irony in this is that it is ultimately a question of: who has more money?

The rich can afford to send their kids to the brand name schools which hire quality teachers and thus charge exorbitant rates. They can also afford to hire top-notch tuition teachers to drill their kids in every subject available. Not surprising that these kids, having been tutored all their life, have the edge academically over those whose families can only afford to send them to normal schools, cannot afford tuition etc etc.

Of course, there are some scholars from humble backgrounds too. But the majority it seems, are those with rich parents. Education is said to be the great leveller, but tuition again tips the scales in favour of those who can afford it, and want it.

What about university? Rich parents again can afford to send their kids to prestigious overseas universities (that's if their kid has not already won President's/SAFOS/SPFOS/whatever OS!) Not-so-rich parents have to contend with NUS/NTU/SMU. It's no secret that the mindset of Singaporeans is that an overseas degree is valued more than a local one. Even if it was from some unknown university but in US or UK, i guess it would be perceived as 'overseas degree ... so better than local degree'

No wonder a certain lawyer friend told me impassioned 'don't do your masters in NUS!'

Hell, i should have went to Aust when i had the chance (but then again $$$ was the issue)

And in those overseas universities, what do they know about what is really going on in singapore?

Vicious cycle indeed.

Yet another reason to go to Australia. I've openly admitted that I am one of those whom SM Goh labelled as quitters. But why do I want to stay when it seems we are second class citizens in our own country (the first class being the elite scholars?)

And to think a certain friend of mine told me 'there are no farmers in singapore'. Ha, well, indeed there are... and NUS is nothing more than a 'farmer training school'... cos the 'scholars' are all overseas...

To my juniors reading this, you have your whole life ahead of you. Study hard, suffer now, enjoy later, get that string of As and Distinctions, and get that PSC scholarship... don't be like me - I missed my chance.

To my poly juniors, still got chance also. If i'm not wrong some Poly grad got SAFOS or SAF merit scholarship this yr too.

To those in uni with me on Father Mother Scholarship, well, we missed our chance.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

the time of the year again!

It's the time of the year again when undergraduates get really stressed out by this thing known as FINAL EXAMS! yes, the season is here again.... the season of mugging and getting stressed out about the final exams and the impact on this thing called a CAP. It's a form of headdress to some, but in NUS, it's the determinant factor of your worth in the university, as I found out to my chagrin during the recent selection exercise for SEP (Student Exchange Programme) where CAP was the only criterion in the selection exercise. And i thought there would be an interview or something...

I have lamented in a previous post that your worth is all too narrowly defined by this number that rests between 0 and 5. If it's below 2, it will invite the heartfelt commiseration of your friends, concern from others, friendly rebukes of "hey! go study! don't keep playing (insert latest computer game here)." Most of the time the heart ache is when it's between 3.00 to 3.99. possession of a CAP score within this range at the time of graduation would mean a Pass, a 3rd Class or a 2nd Lower. A student with a CAP score of 2 to 3.00 would probably have the same experiences as above. And many seem content with attaining the highest award available within this, the 2nd Lower. But a student with a CAP 3.9-something is not far from the next 'level' which is...

Breach the 4.00 mark, and you have entered into the sacred realm known as the 2nd Upper. You are an elevated form of being, considered more employable than those who only managed to make 2nd lower, and in a certain sense, to have made it.

Surpass 4.50, and you are in the godlike realm of the 1st Class. You have achieved what so many people have said to be impossible. Yet you have defied the odds and done it...

Only the best of the best have a CAP score approaching that of 5.00... yes you said it. Beyond Godlike.

My lament is that at the end of it all, despite how most ppl try to say 'hey studies are not everything, employers dun really look at CAP etc etc' the cold hard truth is that it seems to matter a lot...

A good honours opens the doors to greater opportunities, including graduate studies (which I am hoping to do in future) and an easier time at the job hunt...

This goes out to everyone battling the CAP system, be it resisting a downward fall or valiantly pushing up or maintaining the number between 0 and 5. ALL THE BEST FOR THE EXAMINATIONS, and hope all of you out there can raise your CAP score this sem.

disclaimer: The author of this article is a holder of a CAP 3.25, who of course hopes it will increase in the coming examinations.

Also, I need to maintain SAP 4.3 from now on to pull my CAP up to 4.0 by my final semester. Hence my choice of blog title.